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The Needs of the Sacrificed
by Djinn
Chapel checked to make sure the
privacy lock wasn't on for Lab Five, then palmed the door open. She saw Spock staring
at a padd. "I'm sorry to barge in when you're working."
"He is not working, Christine,"
came from the padd and Spock held it up to show T'Pring.
"I am so sorry. I didn't
mean to—" She could feel her face turning bright red.
"Are you here about the
child?" Spock's voice was extremely gentle. "I was just telling
T'Pring about him."
"I don't want to interrupt."
She hated how ragged her voice was, how tired she felt. Between this and the
ship nearly coming apart during that Gorn attack,
well, space might not be for her. "I just thought..." Shit, who cared
what she thought?
"Christine, it is a
human saying that two heads are better than one, is it not?" T'Pring's voice wasn't even a little bit mocking.
"Well, provided they're
not on the same person, yes."
Spock's lips ticked up slightly
and there was a lightness to T'Pring's voice when she
said, "Then three is even more beneficial. Please come sit and talk with
us while we make sense of this. Even I can tell you are highly affected."
Chapel took the stool across
from Spock, and he put the padd back in the stand he'd been using.
"A very diplomatic
choice of seating, but you are out of frame. Sit next to him, Christine. It is
not as if you are going to hold his hand under the table, correct?"
"I hadn't planned on it,
no."
"Excellent."
Chapel moved over to the stool
next to him. "I couldn't sleep."
"What reasonable being
could?" There was no judgement in T'Pring's
words and Chapel met her eyes. "I embrace logic but this sacrifice was
needless."
"Yes," Spock murmured.
"Exactly and it
infuriates me. Forget that he was a wonderful little boy. Or a symbol for an
entire planet. At the most basic level: such vast potential was lost. The brilliance
of his mind—the curiosity, the joy in science. And they can't find some other
solution?"
"Spock indicated their
maxim is 'Science, Service, Sacrifice.' I would argue it is the other way
around." She leaned in. "I fully embrace the concept that the needs
of the many outweigh the needs of the few."
"Or the one," Spock
said softly.
"Yes. But that is not
applicable in the case of a needless sacrifice."
Chapel nodded. "My professor
used to have us brainstorm scenarios, however implausible. But I don't have to
do that here. I can immediately think of two simple solutions they clearly have
ruled out. Quit being so damn insular and ask for help with the tech that
requires a child to keep your floating cities viable—or with terraforming your inhospitable
surface into something better—or find a new place to live."
"Indeed. They have refused
Federation membership," Spock said. "They had advanced medicine, comms
and defenses, and yet in other ways...so primitive." He frowned. "Pike
said the guards carried spears."
"Perhaps they were primarily
symbolic. If the world has no conflict."
"Show me a world without
conflict and I'll show you a big, fat lie covered in frosting." Chapel laughed
bitterly.
"I did not follow that
one." She glanced at Spock. "Is it something human? Did you
understand?"
"Sadly, yes." At Chapel's
look, he said, "My mother made me birthday cakes. Until I grew old enough
to ask her to refrain."
"Of
course you did," Chapel said at the same time as T'Pring said
"Of course she did." She could bet she wasn't the biggest fan of Spock's
mother. Or was it of humans in general? But then why was she with Spock.
Not relevant—she mentally
replayed the conversations with Gamal. The saying he'd mentioned had been
lovely—or so she'd thought. She'd written it down. "The boy's father said
something else. 'Let the tree that grows from the roots of sacrifice lift us
where suffering cannot reach.' But it does reach. It reaches him. Who in the
hell would put the father of a child doomed to that fate in charge of his
education and ascension?" She leaned back and laughed, the way she used to
when she'd found an answer no one had thought of yet. A harsh puff of air that
made both Spock and T'Pring study her. "The child is chosen by lottery. That's
what they said, right?"
Spock nodded.
"I say no. Because while
you might be able to indoctrinate most children, you can't guarantee that their
parents would go along with it. You need a true believer. They lied about the
colony; I bet they're lying about this too. Alora
thought Gamal would go through with it because he was handpicked to go through
with it."
"I imagine the relief
the other parents felt at their children not being selected was quite an
incentive to maintain the status quo." Spock nodded slowly. "The
other parents would not have to lose anyone. And Alora—and
those who came before—would have a peaceful populace."
"It is logical. Perhaps
even elegant. With the only victims being the child—and the family." T'Pring
nearly frowned. "Were all of them ostensibly sanguine? Where was the mother
in this?"
Chapel shook her head. "Never
mentioned."
"Nor to me."
"Perhaps not so
sanguine." Chapel wanted to get up and pace but then T'Pring wouldn't be
able to see her. "And the thing was, they won't share their tech with
outsiders. We're so...inferior to them. That must make the population feel good—special.
So special they don't think to ask why a society that can cure illness can't
figure out a better way to run their master control system." She took a
deep breath and let it out slowly. "I'm going to be emotional so mute me
if you want, T'Pring, but I hate those people. So fucking superior. He didn't even
have a name." She looked at Spock. "Did he tell you
his name? I asked when his dad was in the bathroom but he told me he didn't have
one."
"He
told me the same thing. His only designation was The First Servant."
T'Pring nearly frowned. "The
first and last, apparently—why did they have no alternate candidates? Accidents
happen, even in utopias with no illnesses."
Chapel and Spock just stared
at her.
"Not so logical, after
all." She looked intensely satisfied. "I will ask you what I ask
those I counsel. What would you do to remedy this if you could do
anything?"
"Rescue him," Spock
said, his tone firm.
"And adopt him? Our
first child?" T'Pring was actually teasing? She was adorable when she did
it. "Unfortunately, you cannot. He is tied to that system and will die if
removed. What next?"
"Offer assistance to
prevent another child from going through this." Spock sounded like he knew
the answer to this.
"They do not wish assistance
or they would have asked for it. You said their leader was close to Chris. It
would be a small thing to find him again."
"Got that right," Chapel
muttered.
"And you, Christine. What
would you do?"
"I'd send in a team"—one
with someone like La'an on it preferably—"and destroy their master system.
The child's as good as dead now—end the suffering and their stupid paradise."
"That is wish
fulfillment."
"Also impossible," Spock
said gently. "Their forcefield was impressive."
"Second alternative, Christine."
"Psyops, then." A
term she'd known nothing about until hanging around with La'an. "Somehow
get doubt into their system. Bring it down from the inside."
"For one child?" But
T'Pring looked like she hadn't considered that option—and liked it. "They
would no doubt call you a barbarian."
"Or the serpent in Eden."
Chapel grinned, but her smile soon faded. "Is this how space is? How Starfleet
is? This...hole I feel inside?" She looked down. "Maybe I'm not cut
out for this?"
"Now you sound like
Cadet Uhura," Spock said.
"I know. Kill me
now."
"I will never understand
that saying. His mother says it. Clearly neither of you truly wish for death."
Chapel laughed softly and
conceded with a shrug.
"Lost potential is disappointing
no matter where you find it. While I have made it obvious to Spock that I would
prefer him on Vulcan, I believe that the Federation is a force for good. But we
cannot force our way."
Spock nodded. "It is a difficult
realization. The Majalan have found their way. It is
not one we would choose. But it is not up to us to approve of them if they are
independent agents. We move on, to those we can influence."
"Spock is correct. But
it is right and proper that you question these things. You are a scientist. You
must have ethics to go with your drive to discover."
"Okay, but what if the Majalans offered me the secrets to their medicine—how many
could be helped by that? On the back of that little boy." She looked down.
"Would you take it?"
Spock asked. "If they offered you the end to disease?"
She shook her head. "Not
if I knew about The First Servant. And...maybe we're
not ready for no illness. Maybe discovering things on our own is better in the
long run. But it would be tempting. So tempting."
"Yes, it would be."
T'Pring's voice was gentle, as if she approved of the
answer. "Do you think you can sleep now?"
"Is that your very diplomatic
way of saying you want to be alone with Spock?"
"Yes. But I am also
interested in your answer."
She eased off the stool and
stood. "I don't think so. But that's what many cups of coffee are for come
morning."
"Not the best answer,"
Spock said.
"You'd prefer I grab a sedative
from sickbay?" She lifted an eyebrow in a creditable imitation of his.
"I am unsure what I
would prefer."
"Other than me," T'Pring
said, this time her tone a little impatient. "Do not lie in bed if sleep
will not come, Christine. Do something useful. But somewhere else
preferably." Her tone was even but her eyes—they were so bright it reminded
her of La'an when she was pulling a fast one.
"Actually, there's a
simulator in security that might work off some stress if no one's using it."
"It is possible you have
been spending too much time with Lieutenant Noonien-Singh."
Spock's tone was impossible to read but his tone was a little sour—would he and
La'an never find common ground?
"Nyah."
She put her fingers to her lips and touched the padd's
screen. "Good night, sweet princess. Have fun with our guy."
"She is not amused, Christine."
"Knew that
already." But she glanced at the padd and saw T'Pring shake her head in
what was an extremely tolerant way. "Okay, bye, you two."
The simulator was not in use.
She pretended she was storming the Majalan command
center until two security officers came in to use it.
It felt great.
If felt futile.
She didn't sleep a wink once
she got back to her quarters so she lay staring at the ceiling, spinning scenarios,
trying to come up with just one that would work.
She failed.
M'Benga had a cup of her favorite espresso waiting for her
when she got in the next morning. "How many hours did you not sleep?"
"All of them. Did you
even leave?" she asked as she took a sip and sighed happily.
"No. I was trying to
make sense of some of the scans of the First Servant."
"Good idea."
At least one of them had been
doing something useful.
FIN